Nostalgia

 

A Disneyland date is demanded! 

I miss our long/short dates at disneyland.. especially the last minute spontaneous ones...

remember that one time when we decided to do all the things that we normally don't do in disneyland like learning how to draw, bug's life, Aladdin... that was such a nice trip just exploring with you.

come back to me so we can go again! 

please?

went into the shower this morning and thought about why the beginning of a relationship will always be "perfect" in our mind. We are able to see directly through the bad times and focus solely on the good and subconsciously make the decision and perhaps label that part of our memory something good.

Or maybe it was much better then the rest because it is our nature to give it all we got when the goal is so ideal and desired.  

So are all relationships destined to head downhill once that puppy-love stage is over because in our mind, we've "got" what we wanted? yes, we all continue to put in effort into the relationship, but do we let things slip and settle for being "okay"?

Perhaps our goal should be learning with one another to extend the life to the relationship and, with a combined effort, sustain a line instead of a curve. 

baby, I love you, so so much. And I want this so bad, for the both of us <3

p.s. i made blueberry pancakes this morning. Thought of you while making them :)